Now it's really uploaded and everyone can see it. That thought is still totally weird to me. I went to visit my host family and I thought for a long time whether I should do it now. Because of course I want to overcome myself at some point and get a feeling for what it's like to show everything about myself ... including my pussy. And so it was also clear to me that now the point has come where I show my pussy in a video and sometimes play with it and stroke it to get a feeling for it. I think my pulse was 360, I was so excited. Again and again I had to think that everyone can see this now, everyone can see my pussy now. But somehow it was a feeling that I couldn't classify. It was excitement and shame at the same time. Well I hope I didn't make a mistake. Tell me how you think about it and whether I should go on, or whether it was a mistake to show me that way.