I still can't quite believe that I really pulled it off! The whole week I had thought about how and if I could do that. To be honest, it took me a couple of tries before I really dared. This step was a very, very big one for me. Granted, I've never let anyone watch me do it myself and now everyone can see it. OMG the thought still makes me feel queasy. But then I took all my courage and just let myself go and what happened next was just amazing. I really did have an orgasm. I'm still a little shocked that I dared and actually came. Do you think I'm ready to make a video with a man for the first time ???